Ebony Le Sexe
Godesse's Live Journal
By Tyrel Boelsma
Taken from my livejournal page I
created
http://frankaphone.livejournal.com/
Hello and welcome to Ebony's Live
Journal!
My name is Tyrel Boelsma and I am from
I began writing this live journal in Grade 12 (2004) in writing class while I
watched my fellow students logging into this site writing down very personal
things about their life. The best part was when someone didn't like what the
other had to say so they would get into these big "live journal wars"
over who had the "right opinion"! Everything about this seemed so
absurd to me, so I decided to open an account just to mock them. Little did I
know that EVERYONE had an account or at least read other peoples accounts and
commented anonymously... When I first posted, I decided to create this fake
girl who couldn't write very coherently and had a very "simple" grasp
on reality and decency. I added a few people from class and wrote out the
ridiculous opening to the "Slut Sista's Ghetto". I got a bit of a
reaction from the other students but it didn't "click" the way I
wanted it to for them to realize the absurdity and I just gave up.
It wasn't until after I'd graduated and was entering my 13th year (for upgrades
in high school) that I came across this journal again. I was in this class with
a friend of mine (who was also doing upgrades) when this girl in our class
started asking us for help. We did help her, but then she began talking to us
all the time, telling us stories about her and her boyfriend and what they were
going to do for their 1st month anniversary. These ridiculous stories brought
me back to this journal and I just went on a writing frenzy. I think the bulk
of this journal was written in just 1 or 2 nights. A lot of my friends thought
the journal was pretty funny so I kept doing it. Then I'd forget about it a
while, then come back to it a few months later and use stories friends had told
me and just add more absurdity to them to make them all the more ridiculous.
I did comment on a few journals in the middle of some "wars" when
people pissed me off by making fun of a friend and these people would read my
journal and just lose it over how stupid this girl was. A lot of people thought
Ebony was a real person and that she must be one of the stupidest people alive,
they would ask me and my friend Larissa (Lar-Lar is based on her/is her minus
the stupid) who this "dumb bitch" was. We didn't keep it secret long
though and let people in on the joke.
I had a lot of fun writing as Ebony, but the joke is over 2 years old now and I
feel like I've made it too ridiculous. Meh, judge for yourselves… Welcome to
the “book version” of Ebony’s Live Journal… Enjoy!
USER INFORMATION
User: frankaphone (3335379)
Slut Sistas Ghetto
Where mah Girls the At???
Website: My
fav band! (www.nirvana.com)
Location:
Birthdate: 1984-03-25
MSN Username: ASK ME!!!
Jabber: Huh?
Bio:
Just A girl
No Doubt
Take this pink ribbon off my eyes
I'm exposed
And it's no big surprise
Don't you think I know
Exactly where I stand
This world is forcing me
To hold your hand
'Cause I'm just a girl, little ol' me
Don't let me out of your sight
I'm just a girl, all pretty and petite
So don't let me have any rights
Oh... I've had it up to here!
The moment that I step outside
So many reasons
For me to run and hide
I can't do the little things
I hold so dear
'Cause it's all those little things
That I fear
'Cause I'm just a girl,
I'd rather not be
'Cause they won't let me drive
Late at night
I'm just a girl,
Guess I'm some kind of freak
'Cause they all sit and stare
With their eyes
I'm just a girl,
Take a good look at me
Just your typical prototype
Oh... I've had it up to here!
Oh... am I making myself clear?
I'm just a girl
I'm just a girl in the world...
That's all that you'll let me be!
I'm just a girl, living in captivity
Your rule of thumb
Makes me worry some
I'm just a girl, what's my destiny?
What I've succumbed to
Is making me numb
I'm just a girl, my apologies
What I've become is so burdensome
I'm just a girl, lucky me
Twiddle-dum there's no comparison
Oh... I've had it up to!
Oh... I've had it up to!
Oh... I've had it up to here
I LOVE NO DOUBT!!! This is like an older song.. but I have their vintag cd
because my mom was a totall fan in the 60s, Ummm.... alls i gots ta say is
where mah girls at???? Add me to ya frends list y00! mah slut sistas!
gangsta out!!!! Interests:
3: dances,
movies, partys!!!!. [Remove some]
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THE JOURNAL ENTRIES
Beginning to End
Welcum all SLLLLLLLLUUUUUTS!!!!
[Jun. 1st, 2004|02:06 pm]
Y0! Whaddup mah
sistas,
Welcum to my verry first entry dawgs(ha ha, I'm so black like randy from AI) So
like I guesss I shuld say whaddup! Ummmm, today nothing really happend, I was
cruisin with my sistas when I saw danny so I kicked them bitches to da curve
and me an him headed out! He's so fricken hott with a caps lock H! Ha ha! So
anyways mah sistas, me and him fooled it a bit outside Dairy Queen and then
this biotch from my school zone was all walkin past my car where we was making
out, it was Tanis that slut with the ghetto booty wigglin by like she was
thangin a bag a chips or something, so danny's all checkin her out and I's like
uh unh! and I kicked him to the curve, we still dating cuz he appologized, but
I ain't goin to put up with that, so anyways, chats latez!
Love ya,
Ebony!!!
Oh, and sluts, add me to ya frends list or be gone ho-bags!!!
Oh Mah Gawd!
[Sep. 26th, 2004|12:44 am]
Hey y'all, I
completly forgot bout this! I wuz goin threw mah favorite thingys on my net splorrer
and was like WTF is that? so I clicked and was all OH MHA GAWD! Just like the
song bout the snake tatoo! So n e wayz ummm... LOTZ IS UP! Okey ummm... So I'm
in school againn :S total drag I know, but my councler was all "You wanna
GRAD OR WHAT>?" So I'm here and I gots a couple-a boos so no wurries! I
aint a total lozer! K, so I'm taking computer classes n stuff and its easy!
Ummm... juring the summer (GO GRADS 04!) I was all partyin and drinkin (is
verry bad, y0 I got a fake ID tho! HA HA) and I totally dumped DANNY for this
awesum guy, TREVOR (LUV YA!) And oooooooooohhhhhh he's so sweet, first when we
furst whent out he was like givin me stuff like money and jewlery and stuff and
so sweet, so ne wayz, he gave me this awesome heart shaped key-chain with picz
of us in it I was like "awwww! so sweet!" and thats when we like
totally went all the WAY!!! (GO GIRLFRIEND!!!) and anywayz :( I lost it when we
went to the fireworks in Van so :S I was sooo sad, and he was so sweet! for our
month anni he got me this aesome buttafly tatty (REAL!) ask to see it!
Otherwize I'll just get mad! And it was so sweet! So I had to do it more, he's
like this really good luver and stuff, like ive never been so in love! Ummm, I
had a pregger scare, but not to worry, thas all it wuz, just a scare! phew! HA
HA! ME A MOMMY!! HA HA SHOUTS TA LISA! Ummm... I also think I had this 3sum but
I'm not sure, I was really drunk at the end of summer party and was like passed
out for a while and woke up with 2 guys (not trevor :S) but it's okay, because
I'm not sure... HA HA! N-E-Wayz Trevz cummin over and I think I mihhgt actually
get to like it this time... Sara sayz it takes like 7 times before I can orgsm!
HA HA oh well, if not I kno I'm plezing mah man! TTYL GIRLZ!!! OH and I
hapefully won't furget this time :S~~~~~~~~~ OOOOPS! TTYL
LUV YA CHICKAS!!!
~~~~~~____EBONY____~~~~~~~
IT WAS GREAT! I think... :S~~~~~ HEEELLLLPPP!!!!
[Sep. 26th, 2004|12:59 am]
Done... he just left, I think I did it this time... but I'm not shure... I think ill msn ray-ray and see her advice on how ta tell, saras away now :( :S I'm cunfused! Errr... I really think I felt sumthing though... hmmm...
I DID!!!
[Sep. 26th, 2004|01:11 am]
I DID! well
thats what ray ray said, she said as long as it doesn't hurt then I prolly had
one, so YEAH FOR ME!!! I'm a total woman now! and I KNOW hes a perfect luver
for me now!!!!~~~~~ YEAH!!!! I wuz wurried I was doing somethin wrong, and id
be dumped in no time but NOPE! I'm a sex goddess!!! MY NEW MSN NAME IS
"Ebony le sexe godesse!" oui oui tis FRENCH!!! Like frenk kisses! HA
HA! LUV YA TREV!!!
--------~~~~ EBONY LE SEXE GODESSE ~~~~---------
PS-THANKS FOR THE ADVICE DOLL! ;)~
Okey I'm kinda scarred guyz!
[Sep. 29th, 2004|01:09 pm]
okay guyz, i'm in a panic here. ummm remember that night i had the orgazm and was like blown away buy trevors sex skills? well, today is the day my aunty flow wuz supposed ta cuma and shes not here... i skipped skool becuz I'm freakin out! I culd be preggers to the maz! hlpe guyz how can i tell fo sure!!!!!!!! eeeeeeeek! and if it is whut shuld i doo serusly!!!! HOW DO I TELL TERVOR???? I'm sooooo scared!!! I think I'm gunna go get a pregnancy test from shppers drug mart... but I'll steal it so they wont be all jugemental and shit! ummmm, I'll updayte latse!!!! :( :( :(
Back after a hassle and shit from tha pigs!
[Sep. 29th, 2004|03:17 pm]
OKEY! So I went to shopeers and like put the test inta may purse but there wuz a camera like rite abuve it and I got cought! :S they totally blew up and called the cops, lukilly they didnt call my mom and let me pay fo the test after lotza cryin and shit! :( So I got it and am bout to test it, brb!!!!!!!!!!! whish me lucks!!!
fulse alarm lovas!!!!
[Sep. 29th, 2004|03:22 pm]
OKEY! So I went
ta pee on it and juste then my aunty showed up so all the terouble fro nuthin
but now I know how Raychel felt on frends when feebee told her she wuzn't :(
now I knida want the baby :( I think I'll caull trever and see if he'll cuddle
or sumthin...
MOOD= SADD AND LONELY!!! I MISS MY BABY! :(
Luv ya gurlz!
-------EBZ------
I HATE MEN!!! :( MO Terrible stuff
[Sep. 29th, 2004|11:13 pm]
scuse the
pelling. i'm relly sad now :( k, so I broke up with trevor and am like soo sad
right now! I'm crying and stuff imean u understnd right???? like you know hwen
you lose a luver and stuff??? So what happend wuz trev came over and I wzu
crying and he was cuddling me and wanted to you know... I was too upset to and
he got kinda mad and he got mad so I gave him an HJ and was kinda cryin jurin
it and after when he was leavin he sayd '"STOP CRYIN!'" so I yelled
'ITS OVER! YOU JURK I CANT BELEVE I WANTED YOUR BABY IN THE FURTS PLAYCE!!!!!!
and he was like "what?" and I said "you insenstive prikc I HATE
YOU!!!" And threw him out the dorr! then I was crying on my bed and my mom
actualy asked "whats wrong? WHAT A BITCH!!!! I HAT E THE WORLD!!!
MOOD= HATER!!!!
CALL ME TA CHERR ME UP GILRS!!!
K Gee-Thangs! I think I'm doin better
[Oct. 2nd, 2004|12:48 pm]
Okay girls. I've had me some time to get over my luver and I think I'm doin good, last night we (ME AND MY GILRS u no who u r HA HA) went out ta a partay and we were slammin them drinks anywayz, we gots all mad skillin with it and u no me, I'm a party gilr (in a partay werld!) and when igets goin theres no way ta stop that shit! so neways we were all pissindrunk and i saw me sum man candy by the dj (portable boom-box) so i now bein a single gurl was all over them, we got our freak on and am so over that peice trev! so I'm ready if there sany otha partays this weekend boos donet be fraid am all bout that man candy, buuuuuuuut, am still a liddle trunk so gunna sleep sum more, them maybee go find me sum rela men down at the dt sev! YEAH FIRLS!!! TTYL PEACE DAWGS!!! RAYNDEE STYLE!!!! HE HE!
K, awake and ready ta party!
[Oct. 2nd, 2004|02:58 pm]
K, I'm awake
and my teeth are brushed (Thanks Tiny-Tina fo that info! teehee) I'm READY TAH
PARTAH!!!!!!! GIVE ME A RING A LING B4 7 otherwise I'll be out playin tha
hotties at sev tty latez girlz!
_____~~~~~EBZZZZZ~~~~~_______
FINE BITCHES! ME AN TINA WILL HAVE FUN WITHOUT YOU!!!!
[Oct. 2nd, 2004|07:04 pm]
K, I'm all
perfumed up and ready ta pary! But no ones callin so I'm headin to Sev to get
me a man with mah good girl tina! see youse in hells sluts neways, I'll be too
buzy mackin it up so dont bother wit mah cell sluts you missed the opertunity!
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I THINK I'M IN LOVE WITH A 30 YEAR OLD!!!!
[Oct. 3rd, 2004|11:19 am]
OKAY GIRLS
So member how last night I was heddin dt to SEV to just hook up??? well
surioulsly I THINK I'M IN LOVE!!! JASON'S HIS NAME HE'S 30!!!! but, will talk
bout it latez! BY HUNZ he's takin me out!!! FER LUNCH at KFC!!! ROMANTIC!!!!
eeeeek!
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MOOD= IN LUV!!!!
DRUNK WITH LUV!!!
[Oct. 3rd, 2004|07:07 pm]
Okey slutz,
it's real, I'm in love with Jason! We went out today for lunchat KFC and hes
like perfect we love the same things, he asked me tons of stuff and were like a
prefect mattch! hes a bigtime worker at like this cumpany wher he werks with
computters and stuff and makes surius money! I relly like him and hope sits
true love... OH and hes a perect luver to. We made out b4 we did you know today
and im like so inta him, hes not a boy like Trever wuz, hes a man luver! eeeeeeeek!
I cnt wait too see him again, hes so amazing, and Iwuz aalll wurried bout the
age diff, but hes like so mature that id doesnt bother him! he just sadi
"odnt tell your mom okey???" so i played it cool and was like
"shure!" weve done it 2 timse now and i think im like the best luver
ever! not to brag but serusly! eeeeeeeeeek! i'm excited now eeeeeeeek gunna
call mah girls! Oh MAH GAWD I fergot ta mention tina"s luck~~~!!! She met
this 27 year old, best frend of Jasons and hes like her perfect mach too! we
both fuond luv!!!!eeeeeeeeeeeeeekkkkk! anywayz I'm out,
t t y l
a a a a
l l t
k l e
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~~~~~~EBZINLUV~~~~~~~
PS- I totaly orgamsed this time, ithink...
ooooopz
[Oct. 3rd, 2004|07:11 pm]
OKEY YALL!!!
That screwed up1 it was sapossed ta say {talk ta yall latez" but wahtev!
peace dawgs!
MOOD= SEXY GIRL!!! te he he he!
OKEY! I think I'm totally gettin HC (Hardcore!)
[Oct. 3rd, 2004|07:50 pm]
Okey girls now
I know yall be jugemental and stuff but seriusly, I think I'm gettin very
hardcore! OKEY! This all started when my frend for a long time went goth! not
like the fake goth, shes real goth! her name is Lar-Lar and shes relly cool!
but all my frends are like "ya mean that freaky goth girl?" and I'm
all "look, shes real!" so newayz i'm like hangin with her and stuff
and we decided to go meet up with her frend, pardon me GOTH FREND melz! so shes
like a total goth, like a which or sumthing becuz shes all voodoo and stuff...
newayz so i wuz hangin with them and wuz likin it, so am I goth??? help! but im
not shure... so newayz i like em and stuff and am gunna hang with them even if
i get labbled goth too! see what i mean im gettin HC!!! eeeeeek! i hope jason
dont mind utherwise idunno! what ev! ttyl! newayz tho i have to pramote the
club i joined on here: shee_bee_doo i think its their which cult or sumthin...
peace out! luv ya! and hope you'll keep luvin the playa i am even if i am goth!
~~~~~~HC_EBZ~~~~~~~
CURRENT MOOD=GOTH!!!!
NEW LAYOUT YALL!!!!
[Oct. 3rd, 2004|08:33 pm]
K, here it is,
its ta go with what i gess ill be labled as soon emough since my frends arre
goth :S but whatev! it looks good, umm now ithink ill get a couple of
avatar-thingis to make it more hardcore. lest see ill get brandonllee, kurt
cobain... who els would they-imena i -get? ummm post and let me no, utherwize
ill aks larlar tomarro... but im sleep nite!
MOOD=still a GOTH!!!!
Jason = so awesome!
[Oct. 4th, 2004|05:04 pm]
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okey girlz, I told Jason about my maybe going goth and he totallly understod,
he wuz like "well thats hot now get back donw thre.." tee hee oops,
now yall no my sex life he he he/// newayz tho i got a cape, tina took me to
thes thrift shop thing called Value Village and we found 1. turns out its not
such a lozer thing if
_____~~~~EBZTHAHCGIRL~~~~______
MOOD=SEXY CUNFUSED!
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K, so I'm glad im not being raped
[Oct. 5th, 2004|09:53 pm]
k girlz thanks
for the replys its good ta no im not being raped. ummm me and jason are doing
relly good hes like purfect! its awesum too cuz he can boot for me and my
frends til march when im 19 tee hee, its cool cuz i get druck alot now like
evry day (except for when my moms home teehee thatd be all weird ) ive also
noticed that when i get drunk alot im all like xtacy and stuff and its relally
cool! but like i hate when i ferget what happens when im drunk like parays and
stuff when i wake up with tons a gusy that happend agen on the weekend, but
lukilly it wuz atr Jasons and he wuz okey with it and there and sutff he he he!
its funny becuz my mom was like "
~~~~~~~~EBONYLESEXEGODESSE!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
OKEY I'm a cheater....
[Oct. 6th, 2004|03:32 am]
okey gurlz, now this cantget out n shit cuz i did sumthin bad! k, member how i wuz gunna sleep neked? well i did and wuz bein all sexy n stuff cuz i wuz alone and felt hot! so newayz i look over at my window and trevor wuz there lookin at me, he wuz like watchin me an stuff so i freaked out and threw on my robe, he wuz just standin there and stuff on my roof, so i opened the window and let him in he wuz sorry and stuff about what a juerk he wuz about when i lost my baby and he wuz bein sweet, so i accidently chaeted on jason with trevor! 3 timez cuz he got all defnesive abot outlaasting jason, so now i no i wuz right about hin being a good luver b4... but like whut do i do? ive got these2perfect luvers who are like in luv with me and like what? hellllllllpppppppppp meeeeeeeplez!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111 dont wurry bout replyin, Trevs gone, he said he wuz tired n stuff. i gess thats a guy thing cuz they all say it teehee! but wait I cant be lauging!!!! HEEEEEEELLLLP!!!!!!!! GURLZ!!!1
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confessions of a guilt ridden teen!
[Oct. 6th, 2004|02:57 pm]
OH MAH GAWD!
okey gurlz! Im scurred! ummmm i wuz at skool and i keep feelin like peeple are
annoyed and dissapointed in me. i wuz all wurried that it wuz becuz i didnt
showerafter this mornin with trveor, u no, the time i did it 3 timez??? so i
thoght i stunk, but now that i think about it, and now that ive talked to my
which frend, its cler that its not a sex stink! its a karma stink! karma is
this voodoo curse that makes bad things happen to u, its like when
~~~~~~~~~EBZTHEKARMASTINKGIRL~~~~~~~~~~ :(((((
MOOD=scared of myself!
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OH MAH GAWD!!!! Troubel with mah boi
[Oct. 6th, 2004|05:44 pm]
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okey, so i told Jason about when i acciedently did it with trevor 3 timez and
he wuz all mad, i think i acciedently said sumthing that maed it seem liek trev
raped me or sumthing, so he got mad and went speeding off to 'go kick his ass'
i think he sadi! so ummm, im kinda scarred, seriusly tho, he went bullisteck!
he was mad so i wuz relly scarred and left... so if ya see trev tell him ta
watch out cuz jasons relly mad! ummm... updatez later, i'm goin out ta see if i
can find him!
MOOD=Wurried!!!!!
okey, i think i dont have a bf nemore...
[Oct. 6th, 2004|11:58 pm]
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ummm, so i did find trevoer, but not soon enuf. jason beat him up with a bat or
sumthing and hes in the hospital fer a bit. trevor told tha cops that it wuz
jason and he got arrested or sumthing, it wuz kinda sweet that hed beet up
trev, but now that he nows i wuznt raped hes gunna be mad or sumthing and
prolly wont wanna go out,. im depresed now and think id kill myself if it wuznt
fer ya guys (mah frends) seriusly.... im that sad.. tha cops came n asked me
about tha rape but i wuz like denying it cuz ya no, it ddint happen that way...
so newayz, i think im gunna go cry, call me if ya wanna chere me up! :S
its okey ta cry rite? i mean i did lose my luver taday and my other luver wuz
beat up... :( okey girlz, sorry fer makin this one so sad its just how i am
now... i know a lot now... :((( newayz, call me..
MOOD=sucidal! (but not cuz ive got ya guyz ta luv me!)
holly god1!! I cumpletly fergot bout this shit agen
[Jan. 31st, 2005|09:54 am]
HA HA bitches! becha yall wundering where tha
fuck is dat girl now????/ truth is i cumpletly fergot about mah live jernal...
ummm gess i shuld do a live update thing.. umm lets see whuts been happenin...
umm well when jason beet up trev he liek dammaged his brain or sumthing they
discuvered and jason got a year in prison... trev is kinda messed up now and
tlaks like a retard sumtimes but i dont rell kno him nemore. ummm i sumtimes go
see jasn but only when i can hichhike to da prizon,.. cuase i aint supposed to
see him neymore becuz mah stupid insensitve mom found out bout us and dosnt get
love... i tride makin her watch mulan rouge with me but she thoht it waz stupid
and "cumpletly redundant to the sitation young lady" fuckin bitch...
but yeah so im a cumplete goth now and stuff.. i kinda messed up a bit and was
in 'corperate amereica" by werking at starbukcs but i like quit, well wuz
gunna, but they like firedme for incompetencer or somthing! but now I'm writin
pomes and stuff about my depreshion (ill start posting themsoon) ill prolly get
pubilished soon cuz im entering alot fo online contests and ive won quite a
few... just need to save sum money to get to ehir awards cermony... :( umm me n
lars kinda lost tuch cuase shes corperate america fer wekring at that cow
murderin place mcds... fuckin assholes murder porr animels... right in the back
rooms at the resterant iv seen picstres! so yeh... umm ive got a group of new
frends now and we do like wicka and stuff i think...theyre cool cuz rhey help
me out toknowwhat not to do.. like i cant hang out in larg crowds to long cuz
they'll hympnotize me so i shuld stick ta dark corners... im lookin fer a job
now (help me out peple...) i dont know why but peple keep firing me... prolly
cuz the cloths i wear and the music i listen too... anti-GoodCharlotte
bitches... fucke im so depressed now.. god... but nyways... I gess theats it
fer now...
ill leave ya with sum good poetrry that speeks to me... its a song...
"Walkin on the streets of DC, on the East Coast where I live
You say what's the problem, what's with this angry kid?
You don't like the way I walk, or the way I talk, or the way I swing my hands
You don't like the words I speak or the thoughts I think
And I know you'll never understand
You know-on the East Coast we ride until we die
You know, oh oh oh
Well there's a place inside my mind, yeah a place you'll never find
There's a place inside my mind we'll leave today
You know
Wouldn't it be perfect, if I could sit with you?
And we would change a thing or two, we'd change a thing or two
We would change the way you think, we would change the way I think
We can't change the way they think so we're not changin anything
You know-on the East Coast we ride until we die
You know, oh oh oh
Well there's a place inside my mind, yeah a place you'll never find
There's a place inside my mind we'll leave today
You know
On the East Coast we ride, until the day we die
You know-on the East Coast we ride until we die
You know, oh oh oh
Well there's a place inside my mind, yeah a place you'll never find
There's a place inside my mind we'll leave today
You know"
-esat coast anthem by good charlotte... my fav song rite now peace out and fuck
avril lavinge poser bitch1
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a pome
[Feb. 1st, 2005|08:29 am]
so guys this is
my fisrt peom... ive enterd it online and goten prety good reviews... umm tell
me whatcha think about it, i kno my spellins bad, but ya kno@! key here it is:
she cries
by ebony
upstairs there she lies
a saddned heart ful of her goodbys
its her life
not tha worlds
and forthat reason
she cries
umm its kinda about corpret america and how when youve got tons a shit going on
that you jsut ya kno have ta let it out and shit. its kinad about me and the
shit that gos on... but hope ya like it!
TTYLatez,
______~~~EBZ~~~__________
antoher poem
[Feb. 1st, 2005|12:42 pm]
k, this ones
bout my relationships and hurt and stuff
ribbon of lyes
by ebony
a gift fer me,
this lvoely pink thing,
from my luver,
my man,
my princ and my king,
i ware it arownd my kneck,
fer all ta see,
not relaly gteting,
that ist chocking me
its kinda abowt feministic natuer and stuff, liek how ive been bawght n
molested (metaforicly of course, neva relly been ha ha) by my previus luvers...
newyaz enjoy luv ya!
_______~~~~EBZ~~~~______
a quick thoght
[Feb. 1st, 2005|01:02 pm]
i wuz thinkin wouldnt it be kidnda neat, sicne
im gettin relly good at peotry n stuff ta lear nan instrumet and make like a
band or sumthing? cuz i relly think its kewl, com on guyzzzz post comments and
shit1
luv yas!
aww so sweet!!!!!1
[Feb. 6th, 2005|08:55 am]
Okey gurls im
like in luv agan!!!! okey so jason got out of prizon yesterday on sum kidna
bail or sumthing, and hes jsut gotta go see sum guy every onec in a
while........ so newayz, i went ovar to his house and we yah no and he told me
he luved me n that all he culd think of in prizon wuz me!!1. i wuz in heaven,
hes relly hot now to, he grwe a goatee n shaved his head, hes relly good in bed
now to~! I just hope my sutpid mom doesnt find out that hes out cuz shes so dum
n dosent undertand luv!!! but yeah so ummm thats all fer now hoes!!! OH YAH and
me n LarLar are tight agen, she red the journl n called... we did sum kinda
pills that she had... wuz fun! but g2g gurlz, my man neesd sum luvin, IM SO IN
LUV!!!!!!!!!!!1!!!!
NEWAYZ TTYL!
PEACE OUT HOES!
~~~~~_____EBZ_____~~~~~
Up tha a**...
[Feb. 7th, 2005|04:07 pm]
Umm gurlz... i
got a questin... uhh NE of you eva done anel sex b4 cuz jasons like ubsessed
with the idea now....... uhhh im not shure yet tho but he might dump me if i
donet.... what shuld i do, also, any tips on doin the act????
PS YALL!!! I GOT MAH TUNG PEIRCED TODAY!!!!!!!! I'm such a sexy bitch, (jason
luvs it!!! he he he) i relly like rollin it around mah lips, espescilly when
around hot guys! tee hee, im still in luv donet wurry!!!!
BY!!!!
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ummm, key
[Feb. 8th, 2005|08:45 pm]
so i like got lotsa infor on anel sex from mah goth frends, denise n christy, aparently its like sumthin all us goths do. i dindt kno tho... so i gess im goin to do it, its also good if he punches yer hed and puls yer hair i hear, but you hafta use alot of lube too, so i baught sum ky stuff thats warmin n were all ready!!!! im suc a hot luver!!!!!!!1 wish me luk gurlz!
okey! I did it!!!!!!!!!!!!
[Feb. 8th, 2005|11:55 pm]
uhhh i just got
bacvk home from doin it up the a** with jason!!!!! uhhhh i think he relly likd
it, but it kinda hurt, oh wel since im goth i gess thats SNM or whatever you
call it... but warnin gurlz... dont use that warmin stuff, its no good, shuld
be caled 'burnin stuff' ha ha no wurrys tho, mah goth gurlz said they did
stuped stuff lik it too... ha ha, im gunna go to bed now... IM SUCH A HOT LUVER!!!!!!!!1!!!!!!!
My msn name is now once agane "EBONY LE SEXE GODESSE" he he i luv
frech its such a sexy langage.. luv nethin franse, like mulan rouge111
tee hee!
luv ya gurlz,
______~~~~~EBONY LE SEXE GODESSE~~~~_____________
OH AND!!!
[Feb. 8th, 2005|11:59 pm]
GURLZ I FERGOT
TA MENTIN WHAT HAPEND AFTER!!!!!!1
Kay, so were lieing ther n jason turns ta me n says "i luv you so much1
you dont get how muhc u mean to me1111" i wuz like ' yes i do1' he wuz
like 'i luv u so muxh i cant stand ta think of another guy talkin to
u11111111" it wuz so sweet111 hes tha nicessst guy evar111 but g2g1 luv
yahs111
____~~~EBONY LE SEXE GODESE~~~~_______
JASON=SO SWWEEETT!!!!
[Feb. 10th, 2005|03:08 pm]
kay, so jason
is os sweet, he thinks i dont kno, but hes ben folloing me around n stuff he
he! lik at furst i didnt kno fer shure n stuff, but he dosent hav a job n
stuff, so he spends his free tim garding me!!!!!1 like i wuz on mah way to a
job intervew n his car was folloing me at like a distanse of like a blok! its
so nice of him... also, on mah way to the ed center i notced his car parked
acros the street1111!! my man is so sweet!11 but shuld i tell him i kno n he
dusent hafta wurry? or shuld i like kepe up this sharade? n play his romantick
games?
luv ya gurlz!!!!1
____~~~EBONY~~~~_________
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Ummm so jason is back in prizon and i think fer a while... its relly stuped tho
cuz he just loves me is all. okey, so like jason wuz folloing me arownd
evrywhere! he liek was there wehen i went ta skool and sumtimes folowed me ta
his house1111 i thot it wuz sweet1 newayz, so liek a cuple of weeks ago he wuz
folloing me home from skool and this guy wuz walkin this cute dog n i wuz lik
"aaaaawwww... cute dog!"
cuz it wuz a chiwahwha right? n we started talkin bout dogs n stuff...
newayz... JASON like freeked out, he sped his car over to us and ran out n
dragged me inta the car rite? so i wuz like "aaaaahhh what the fuck."
and he like put tape ova my moth and wuz like "shut up!" hiz frend
waz in tha back n tied my arms up... i wuz like WFT!!!!!!??????????///
so they liek took me ta his house and he was mad cuz i wuz talkin to another
man, i thaught that wuz sweet... but didnt get why they like draged me away.
jason set me str9 tho, he wuz like "cuz i luv you and dont want ne men to
talk ta you beside me!!!" so we liek made out and he said i shuld stay at
his place a wile...
i wuz only there like a day and tha cops liek burst in on us dooin it!!!!!!111
embarasin! even more he was like doing me up tha a**... turned out that guy
with the dog called tha cops and liek knew jasons lisense plate number and wuz
like "she wuz kidnapped!" he wuz "tramatized" by tha
situatin and jason had ta go back ta jail cuz of his perole...
my mom wuz all wurried n stuff and thoght i wuz dead, but shes all happy n shit
and baught me tons of stuff includin molan rouge on dvd1111 so i decided not ta
tell that i wuznt kidnapped n i think jasons in trubble now... not shure if
were dating still... oh well, i gess i can rite poetry bout it!111 nite
biches1111
cunfessions of a broken gurl!
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okey... so me n jason arent goin out nemore... hichhicked to tha prizon tonite
n he didn't wanna seeme, they sade he told them ta tell me he wuz mad at me n
stuff... so whatev...
Mah goth frend LarLar (HEYYYYY GURL!!!!11) lent me sum movies today, ummm gohst
world n pumkin... ghost world is about 2 gurls that grad n then they have ta
live life... it wuz kinda dum, at the end she like gets on a bus, i read that
its sopossed to be her killin herself or sumthing on a message board but i
dunno... OH YEH! pumkin! its like this movie with chirstina ricci as this
collage gurl who starts datin a retard n they like fall in luv!!! evryone is
mad at her, but she totaly snuffs it off cuz she like loves him right? so newayz,
it made me sad and miss the reeal luv i had with jason :( kno what i mean???
now im depreessed! sigh... i gess its good thing im single agan tho!!!!!!!1
call me gurlz n we can have a NITE ON THA TOWN!!! WOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!11
tellin it how it is to an anoneymouse hater!!!!1
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so i wuz goin thru them emails taday and came across some real trash! sum
anoneymouse hater tottaly tried tah make me luuk stupid but i caem out tha
wizer1!! newayz herse whut the bitch said!:
"(Anonymous)
2006-07-05 04:19 am UTC (link)
Letting a guy who's been in prison fuck you up the arse is a really bad idea
(you know, he only wants to do it so he have the power, I'm guessing he was the
little bitch in prison and now he's taking out his new found insecurities
relating to his masculinity out on you.)so you should probably get an AIDS test
done.
Also, you live in
I'm also not entirely clear on whether you are goth or hard core. You dont
really seem to be either, yet you claim to be both, which is impossible, you're
either on or the other (unless of course Canadians do things differently to
Australians, but I imagine that people are catalogued the same way regardless
of what country they in.)
And: you're in your 20's now, get your shit together for fucks sake.
eh. "
so im all liek yah rite! heres my reply ta tha hoe!!!!!1
"okey... imposible
frankaphone
2006-07-12 07:58 am UTC (link)
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okey, so i just got yor replie and stuff.. frist of all i cant get aids
impossible cuz he pullz out1 he neve cums in me so no way thast happenin111
being done in tha ass is so much betta for u newayz! u dont get pregger scares!
duh!
i dont get whut u meen by british stuff... im canadien (
also im tottally goth n hardcore... im both1 seriusly...!1 i like punk rox
music like green day and blink but alzo luv marylin manson n kirk kobain... i
like evrythin sucka! im a totally out there gurl who nkows whut its like ta
have rough shit happen1 i aint no avril-fuckin-laveen facker bitch1 jeez!1 i
dont think ya get us xgurlsx at all with yer pampered suberben aussy
lifestyle1!
Jezus! i kno im in my twnetys hoe1 dont need ta tell me1 its ruff1 i came ta
tersm with that tho and i lerned!
il'l alwayz be that ghetto gurl who never had a chanc to hoes like u1 u dont
even kno!"
ill be laffin at that biches funeral1 prolly got krome toomstone tho!!!1
fucksakes1 she'll be sorry when i get famus with my music and potery or im
discuvered as an actress!!!1 i kno i wuz a little harsh, but i jus hate when
them suberben gurls thenk they kno me right111???/ like have anuther scocth
with ya rich mummy n daddy while im stuck in 8mile (not relly, but that'd be
cool!!!!)with my sixpack uf lucky!!!1 god! seriusly lif fo me culdnt get
wurse.. ill tell yall bout it when i'm in a betta mood!
"..."
[Jul. 13th,
2006|12:10 am] okey!
so now that im all dun coolin off from tha tatack on me im reddy ta tell u the
goin ons uf my life1
hmmm so where did i leve off last tyme?????/
well jason is still in jale and good ridense cuz the asshole dosent talke ta me
nemore..... hes all pissed n shit cuz he shuldnt be in jale n stuff but thats
his probleme cuz i mene whut woould u do????/ my mom wuz prowd n stuff!!!!!11
so hes stuupid! hmmm whut else?
umm i got in a bitta truble with the law a wile back cuz i wuz seein a retard
like the movie pumkin!
it wuz trever... he wuz workin at the safeway down the rode from me n walked
past my playce evry day... we were talkin n stuff and he wuz like "im
stille in luv with you" but like a retard rite! i wuz blinded by luv n we
ended up doin it rite... i dont get whut the problem wuz, but his mom walked in
1 time n she flipped out sayin i wuz the cause uf all his wurries n she liek
yelled at me n shit!
I told her ta rent pumkin and she slapped me.. she toled me to never see her
sun agane, i was like"ucan't do that111" but liek she can or somethin
and the cops like gave me a restraneing order... she liek sade "ure lukky
i didnt charge u with rape u sick bich!" when i tried ta see trever
agane... we ended up fiting in the middle of the road outside there howse, tha
cops came n i wuz charged with assallt!!!1 if im within 100 feet of her i have
ta leve or somthin now too... luv relly dose hert!!!!!11 I cried fer a while
after that, but its good cuz i wrote lotz of pomes...my mome keesp yellin at me
ta get a job but i tell her my music and art are my job and shell be sorry when
i have billions of billions of dollers!!!!!111 and then that hoe yesterday just
blew tha lid so im sorry if i wuz too meen!!!!1
so im lookin to move to vancouver where i can be appresiated1111 i kno i can make
it big out there and will hav to in order topay tha rent1111 speekin of rent i
saw that moovie and luved it!!!!!! "no day but taday rite????// luv ya
bitchesss111 n if yur interested in mooving with me let me kno okey? ttyl!!
MORE FROM THA MEENY!!!!!!1
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so that meen gurl is macking fun uf me agane... she is riting all sorst of meen
things on here....... see whut the suberben jurk sade!!!!1:
You're a fool.....
(Anonymous)
2006-07-14 02:19 am UTC (link)
I didn't say you were British, i said that as a Canadian you were under British
rule. (the big hint there is
And I am not some "suburban chick", i am just literate you fool.
God you are so stupid i makes me angry to think about you and the fact that you
think you're superior to others because you have gone through "pain"
on your insignificant life. Everybody goes through shit, no one has it easy,
but that doesnt mean that you have to be ignorant and whinge about everything.
Regarding the AIDS issue: it doesn't matter if he pulls out before cumming: if
there are any tears in his skin or yours (and there likely to be the first time
you stick something up your arse) the disease will transfer.
You can not be both goth and hard core: they are different sub-sects of a
similar culture. Greenday and Blink 182 are neither hard core or goth, so i
fail to see how you liking them backs up your claims of goth-ness.
You stupid fucking moll.
Discovered as an actress? Give me a fucking break. I hope your actings better
than your spelling.
And, for the record: sex with the mentally handicapped is against the law,
regardless of whether or not they have been retarded their entire life.
whut a jurk wrigth>??? i meen who dose she think she is... so sinse ive had
so much bad stuff happen lateley i replyed and wuz a bit meen, but she started
it wright???? hers whut i sade!!!!;
Re: You're a fool.....
frankaphone
2006-07-14 02:56 am UTC (link)
OMG!!!!!1 why r uso meen???? i thaught u were sayin i wuz britsh wich i anit!
im sorry that
second of al,, yer macking up werds now!!!!!1 fuckin whinge??????/ what is
that? i dont think i winged anyone!!!!11
i dont have aids. but if i did itd only add to the sadnes uf my life n maybe
then my pomes would sell n my music wood be greater... ur insensitive ta my
fellings... u shuld rent tha movie RENT cuz maybe ud understand aids isnt a
laffing matte!
now ure insultin me cuz of my taste in music n bands????/ i dont think ud
understand exactly whut it is ta be goth and hardcore... its a lifstyle not a
fashin!!!!! Now ure macking fun of me n callin me names!!!! why? Second of all
uve never seen me act so how wood u kno??
I ALSOSUGEST U RENT THA MOVIE PUMKIN CUZ MAYBE UD GET LUV ISNT ABOUT HOW LERNT
U ARE!!!!!!1 its about bein in luv and stuff gawd
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2006-07-14 02:58 am UTC (link)
PS ANONYMOUSE!!!!
why r u allways unamed n shit???? maybe u shuld wrtie if ure so lernt!!!
also i think she ment ta say "MOLE" not "moll" he he
he!!!!!!1 whut a jurk!!!
"I am not making up words."
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lateest...
i am not making up words.
(Anonymous)
2006-07-14 05:05 am UTC (link)
Firstly, let me just say that i wanst making fun of you, i was just stating the
facts as i (and everybody else) see them.
I wasnt making up words at all, you fool:
whinge: To complain or protest, especially in an annoying or persistent manner.
and
moll: n. Slang
1. A woman companion of a gunman or gangster.
2. A woman prostitute.
You, my dear, are being too sensitive: why do you care what i think? is it
because i made you feel stupid? I never intended to insult you as such, i just
wanted to show you that you can be better than what you currently are. just
because you come at life from a different status point to others doesnt mean
that you have to become a product of your surroundings. I grew up in the lower
middle classes but instead of whinging about my circumstance, i put my head
down and worked my arse off to get myself to a better place.
sleeping with the mentally retarded is not a love/circumstance issue, its a
moral/legal issue. it doesn't matter if you love him or if he thinks that he
loves you, his mental capabilities have been severely reduced, thereby making
him unable to make informed decisions regarding what he does to himself. can't
you see that by sleeping with him you might be doing both of you more harm than
good?
just think a little more before you act and you might be able to actually make
something of yourself and your life instead of waiting around endlessly to be
"discovered"
~Sarah
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so tha gurl thinks she gets evryone!!!!1 that wasp pedistel must hav a good
veiw ta see all tha way to canads!!!!! heres my replie:
Re: i am not making up words.
frankaphone
2006-07-14 08:44 am UTC (link)
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oooh, tha prodigel SARAH reveeled her name! i feel so blesesed!!!!!
howd u even fined this lj????? cuz i odnt kno u! now i do beleve u r tryin to
insult me callin me a hoe n a whinger!!!! i donet get why
i aint even gonna coment bout my luv life cuz
ya think ure so high up with ur new fount wasp lifestyle (if this is even tru)
that u need to "help and pity" the lower class "molls"! u
wunder why peeps dont flock to u "but i give such good advice" you
tell yoself!
OR MAYBE YOU DONT!!!! who knos??? how would we "sarah"??? we cant
reed about yer life and "whinge" about it...
hopefully shell get sumthin outta that... even tho my spellin aint great (ryme.
im a poet n i did kno it cuz i write pomes all tha time!!!!!) maeby shell reed
other coments too and get sumthin!!!! jeez! id luv to do a rappin battle with
SARAH and sho her her playce!!! sucka!
finale post from tha moll bitch!
[Jul. 30th, 2006|04:11 am]
so tha dumb
bitch is back agane! she fuckin whished I got aids in her latest post!!!!!! i
cant fuckin believe her...
"(Anonymous)
2006-08-26 03:44 am UTC (link) Select
Well, I can see you're one of those people who likes doing stuff for shock
value, although there seems to be no logical reason for your behaviour, my best
guess is that it's for attention.
I bet you and your fiends get together and write goth poems to your respective
love interests. And then cry about how your parents don't understand you.
I hope you do get AIDS. you know, to help with your "art" and stuff.
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STUPIDE GOD DAMNED MOLL HOE DIKE BITCHE!!!!! but i best cut tha profanity cuz i
gotz somethin to tell ya all!!! 1 uf my fav bands EVENASENCE has given me a
great idea fer oppertunity n shit (i ment stuff)... i wuz reedin the wikipeedia
thang on here n it says there christian n stuff and that thats how they got started...
so i wuz lookin into it n a lot uf good bands liek CREED n LIFFEHOUSEE!!!!
(grate goth music) r christian!!! so whut im gonna do is start goin ta church n
get in with that crowd ne stuff n YES be a vergen agane!!! so that i can get my
musick started!!!!!!! i alredy met this cool guy who is like a jesus guy n shit
and we've been fucking around with eachother, but thats okey cuz we can just
let jesus know n he'll be liek 'oh yeah... okay... are you sorry...?' n we just
have to say sorry fer it and we still get inta heven!!! so neways! hes like a
gitar playa and were startin a band called 'saved by the grace' (liek saved bye
the bell ha ha)!!!! SO THERE STUPID MOLL BITCHE!!!! BETCHA
so i probly wont be posting on her for a while cuz im werkin on bein famous and
shit but kno that i luv ya hoes and ill try n post again in the near future...........
THE END
Back to Tyrel:
Anyways, for now I am done and I
leave you with Ebony's final post (unless I decide to ressurect her someday) in
which she decides to become a chistian to get her music career started like her
favorite bands "Evanesence", "Creed", and
"Lifehouse" which she has wrongfully labled (like so many other
things) as "goth bands". She also has met a christian boy who she is
"fucking" and they have decided this is okay because Jesus will
forgive them as long as they apologize. Ebony is going to move to Vancouver and
live a sad life not making it big at all living from man to man or faith to
faith or lifestyle to lifestyle looking for a place that accepts her when she
should be trying to figure out WHO she is and WHAT she wants from life first.
Ebony was just a joke to me at first, but I've grown to love her and I feel for
her with every mistake she makes. Best of luck to you... you stupid girl...
Well, thanks so much for reading Ebony’s live journal… it was a lot of fun!